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Sunday, November 23, 2008 // 2:03 PM

Yesterday, was nightmare. i swear, im still not happy, im still angry.
ohh well, cant be angry with her forever can i ? after the big DRAMA, i watch music videos.
since, it was like 2am in the morning, and i got nothing to do, i dont bother about the people
online. so well, i think i slept around 6.45am. yes i slept at that time, and now here i am blogging for gods knows why. i only got a few hours of sleep and yes,im still sleepy.
i need a longlonglong sleep! yesterday,in the dark alone, i through about the drama that has been
going on in my house. the drama, thats uncontrollable. do i have to be the victim ?!?

Even thinking about just makes my angry. why ohh why ?! while,sleeping, i heard
what she&him, was talking about us. tell me ! who will not get
angry ? i listen and listen.
they talk too soft that i need to focus my
mind
on their voices, to listen clearly.
eventually, i got to hear what
they say.
i was not happy at all, but what can i do?
im small in this
house, im very
small.

and back to the dark room, if i were to cry whats the use ? if i were to complain, more drama arise ! if i were to speak out my views, everything falls apart !? its rather hopeless, you get what i mean ?

8.20pm

Before.

After.

90210 ! Before and after.
i would proudly say, that i have finish the whole of season 1 (i think) ! *clapclap*
i know, its not big a deal, but heyy, i finished it. :DD
and i soo want a new Handphone like now ! can daddy get it for me or santa ? *big grin*
i want a sidekick ! or maybe N810 ?! it would'nt hurt to get me one right ? its the season
for giving not being self-fishstick.

and i would proudly say, that im over all this sister crap, i can just tune out of the drama and do whatever i want (:

Dear, santa
Get me a sidekick or N810 or maybe the sony ericsson xperia x1 ! :D im not asking alot.
i have been a good girl this year :D (dont look at me)

and santa mostly refer to my dad. HAHA !

i cant wait for christmas and i dont know why ! is it about the party or the persents or we get to meet our long lost cousins ?? i really got no idea, but i cant wait for christmas :D Futhermore,im already in the christmas mood,i have been listening and singing to christmas songs over and over again, i love clebreting christmas,its all soo nice, everyone and their trees, the nice decoration, and the TURKEY ! ohhhmigoshh, its been almost a year since i ate TURKEY (: imisseatingturkeymeat.

im in the mood already. and im not kidding when i say i need a new handphone,sidekick or N810 or sony ericson xperia x1 :// HAHA ! :D and you cant blame me for having the festive mood so early, cause' my house is already being decorated and i think thats the cause of my fast festive mood. :/ hhmmp,

This christmas the fire side is blazing bright,and we caroling to the night ! and this christmas, will be a very special christmas to meeee.

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