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Fade Away
Tuesday, August 5, 2008 // 2:31 PM


im still feeling sadd. mislead? is this the way tat im supposed to feel this day? confused and used ignored and treated like a fool?drag me down and beat me,tear me tearteartear,treat me like a teddy bear cause you know that i'll be there just like your teddy bear. left out,strung out do you even know that im alive? washed up,fished up leave me and watch me die.why? i have always been there for you. even for money,im there. your probs im there. and you just treat me like a teddy bear? yes,you said you hateee me. i dont care. no matter what,i will always be there.yes,i may seem invisible to you,but i have always been by your side.when you cried in class,who comforted you?yes,noone saw you crying but i did.now,you left me crying for my own.noone to comfort me?how selfish can you be? ohh yes,we are not bestfriends but still,im there for you right.have a flash back. think real hard.

the scars will remain,but it's going to hurt when it heals.ohh it will,im gald that you're living your life,happily.but have a second thought,what about me? what am i living? im living a life of sadness,really.i may seem happy at school,but deep down im not.and im still recovering.i am gonna smile cos' i deserve too. thinking that i deserve it,now i realized that i really dont know!yes,cyberworld people call me the "heartbreaker",but thats ok,im happy with it.i dont wanna bury myself with this crapp. i wanna foget about it,and continue just being friends till the end off time if thats even possible.(but i dont think it is) i will life my live as it should be,no matter how hard it is. i will be finee without friends like you :D

Tenth.


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