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Good-byee ;(
Friday, August 22, 2008 // 2:04 PM


i made up my mind.sensed with my sixth sense too.So, i wont question anymore.i wont wait anymore.i wont initiate anymore.and i will just forget and move on.the one last pouring of feelings will end here.i admit and realised it was my fault for being so ignorant and childish.i guess i expected too much.i am a failure thus i wont let it go against me.i persuaded myself to give up. but i dont know why I am still thinking
of ways to have you notice me. but somehow it looks like its becoming even more impossible.my frail heart still needs protection no matter how strong i appear to be.i should just forget about chasing things i always wanted.infact you didnt change a bit.i noticed you were still the same.you cannot and will never turned back time.
my heart always disobeys.i had enough and im tired of waiting for you.

my efforts doesnt comes to good afterall. i quit living in fantasy.i am disappointed with the word "Trust".keep believing? quit telling me to do so when you cant make me believe in you.i am suppressing my anger very badly .frustrated or angry?the feeling of fangirling over you just soothe my uneasy soul.thank god i met you .reminding of the joy i used to bathe in,you made me have interest in studies. everything cruel seemed to change and dissolve .oh well,its just fate that didnt brought us together. whos to be blamed?once, believe that i will have to make sacrifices.but now not anymore,its all bullshit. why sacrifice it bad things doesnt come to an end? i can tell you have loved me from the start.thanks to a third party.i was the happiest girl yesterday when you decided to talk to me,but thinking back,i shant place high hopes.you were my biggest lost.
i love you its over and done with <3

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